i first conceived Noren in June 2009; i realized this after i came back from mission to Banteay Meanchey province. the first time that i know i felt both anxious and worried. In June, i was in my new leadership position just for three months, the job that is both competitive and challenges.
since i experienced miscarriage in 2006 due to work, i committed myself this time that i would not let myself be overworked and lost him agaim. i already made decision that i would resign from work and become a full time mother even though this decision was not support by noren's father.
luckily i work in a fairly new established team and all of them completely understand my situation particularly the project adviser. i was encouraged to be on leave for long and stop my mission to province.
I was in situation which was similar to my first conceived baby. in June 30, i was bleeding and the doctor said i was about miscarrying again. if i loose the chance of having baby this time, i will not have good chance next time given my age is fairly old now. i was hospitalized since June 30 until July 12; and after that i lied on bed without moving for two months. with support of family members, husband and team of ADI project, i was successfully keeping the baby.
I cannot imagine how hard it is to stay in bed for two months without moving. Noren must appreciate his loving mother's commitment when he knows this.
ReplyDeleteBnS, thanks. It was hard time; yet I could overcome it. My husband was the key person who supported and always encouraged me. I will keep this as story and tell to Noren.
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